At a Low
I dont’ know what it has been for the past couple of weeks, but I have been an absolute loser, school wise.
I don’t turn in homework assignments, I skip classes all the time, and I’m just finding that I don’t give a damn. I mean, hell – after I realized I slept through the begining of my computer class in my car (by 15 minutes), I used it as an excuse to skip it – and went to Disneyland. I didn’t even ride any of the rides – I just went there to go look around and draw. I sat inside the “Off the Page” store for about 2 hours, just looking at the movie screens, and drawing. I had a lot of fun, but I know I shouldn’t be doing this.
And don’t get me wrong, it’s not just yesterday, it’s been like this since the start of the semester. Yeesh.
I feel like I’ve run into a wall and I’m smashing my head against it. I really need to get my act together.
The only class that I’ve been staying on top of is my Anatomy class on Friday. I’m doing okay in my 3-d design and Typography…but my Korean Pop Culture Class and my Japanese Class, my two EASIEST CLASSES – I’ve been really slacking off on. I have stopped turning in homework assignments for Japanese. And, I have yet to turn in a paper for the kpop one…blah.
Wow. I really need to get my act together.
heliodus
You’ve hit the winter slump! You’re not the first (or last) college student to completely fall off the train for a few weeks…or months…It’s completely normal. Just know that when you have to play catch-up, it sucks. But those days when you just ditch the world and play are GREAT! I think they’re really worth it. You don’t get those when you leave school and “grow up” so cherish those moments.
Don’t tell mom and dad I said that.